I'm singing songs about trying not to drink today! Wish me luck. Please don't forget to visit my music site https://saintorr.bandcamp.com/ Music is my other love--besides men, massage, muscle and dance...went to Eagle last night: had a good time. Then did two hours of biking. Long chat with a fellow from Italy, (he's not queer) we were sharing stories of our lives... Just released myself--as extremely horny today...I took a "chill pill" and it only made me more horny LOL. Wat

Oh the expanse of our time Stretched out Like your body on my table... Wrapped in the release I free your body's mind Spreading the glistening sweetness All wrapped up All ending too soon That is our only crime

4-6-26 The masseur must adjust his massage work accordingly when called upon to perform comforting, nurturing massage in certain clients, i.e., those with with cancer, hip or knee replacement, or severe injuries: because these clients are in pain, and the goal here is to reduce pain. Reducing pain is the first step in healing. Nurturing massage is absent of the typical M4M sacral chakra so-called service although often a client who is in need of therapeutic touch also desires

As I watched MELANIA I couldn't help but think of a gangster’s moll! Jean Harlow had so much more class! So here we are...left with a Slavic face and a purring voice and sycophantic queens making sure her collar was tight. And those PR cunts in charge of her--the so-called Gatekeepers! The lack of integrity of those women makes them all look like floozies. I do so wish we had somebody like a genius George Carlin--calling out all this fake hypocrisy going on all around us. Isn

Gorging on Epstein documentaries. His evil rivals Trumps. Further on the D&D Group (Death and dying). Once you start putting too much energy in groups and social media shit, it becomes a kind of vampire force sucking your energy. I could spend all day online Tic Toc, reading news, youtube but there's a point where I feel like I'm overdosing and have to stop stop stop. Some further D&D topics to explore. (There's also a Death Cafe next thurs in the Waldman Living room...info :

Hello all. Well, it's THAT time of year when the slow period get even slower! Get out your gratitude lists and focus on creative activities and things that uplift and support you 'cause baby if your a mature m4m masseur (one among thousands in NYC work slows down tremendously. My theory is that it's due to all the religious shit going down (starting with Chinese New Year, Ramadan, Easter, etc.) and men feel guilty, shamed or the urge to be celibate--give up sex for lent--? wh

FROM HELLO WRITER (Substack blog) by Linda Caroll Using AI means we don’t need to pick the words, or ask which parts belong and which don’t. We don’t need to determine which parts are rambling and which is the best order for the words to go in and then edit three or fifteen times. But it doesn’t just affect ability to write. If it did, that would be a non-issue because let’s be honest. Most people using AI struggle to write in the first place and if there was no AI, many of t

Whore-a-scope from Chicago Tribune... Comfort grows when truths breathe in safety. The nurturing Moon unites with intense Pluto in your 8th House of Intimacy, encouraging honest talks about deep issues. Me: Who with? Maybe Mr. P? Why do queer relationships always begin from a sexual place? Maybe that a state of intuitive/sacral chakra intelligence. ! And straights should learn from us : ) LOL. You might review a shared account or open up about a sensitive worry with a loved

Cancer June 21 – July 22 Being respected could earn you trust and real options going forward. Your 10th House of Career and Status gains focus as authoritative Saturn arrives there. Perhaps people will finally notice that your caring nature consistently leads through reliability. Still, if a supervisor or elder raises the bar, ask for written priorities and set fair deadlines, because a clearly defined scope protects your reputation and home rhythm. Embrace the opportunity to

https://poetsbridge.org/Saintorr Click link above for my latest sharing of poetry to The Bridge: courtesy of Brooklyn Poets. I'm grateful for a friend reading my my own works and reminding me of this beauty I have created. Sometimes, we can forget! Snow and being unable to bike (through this mess), not to mention NO CLIENTS gives me a break, time to kick back and relax, reflect, organize and do the shit: Writing. Writing is hard work anyway you look at it. I'm currently tryin

Niki Minaj: wow how stupid, ignorant and hypocritical can one person be? I've always thought she kinda looks very inbred and semi-plastic. Anything dealing with stars I tend to stay away from but reflecting on Toni Morrison's statement re: goodness (that it cannot be seduced) I ponder: What would you do (I do?) if a billionaire demon (devil) offered you a million just to welcome you into his circle and praise you and have selfies taken with you? Would you let go of all your b

1-27-26 Was very fortunate to have a repeat client--thank you P--yesterday! Very hot. And my returnee client from pre-COVID days. Whew. That truly headed toward a bottom scene. His sacral chakra energy is sooooo damn strong and hot. Must be the Italian in him! Mangia! Thank you God of M4M massage! LOL. Was fortunate to have acquired Final Cut Pro, Traktor 4 Pro (DJ mixing program) and Photoshop. Now I can again manipulate my own images.  Was thinking I need to set down and wr

https://poetsbridge.org/Saintorr Am very emotional, sad, fragile continuing to watch the events play out in Minneapolis. I used to live in St. Paul and have a very dear friend living there at present. To say ICE needs to leave, get a grip, try out new tactics, or BE BANNED...these are all understatements. Again Trump is accusing the fallen, the victims. This is tyranny and fascism at it's very worst. Innocent people--the guy killed this time was a nurse who worked with vetera

I feel more pure (if possible LOL). Less bloated? More svelt (is that just in my head?). Right away I'm thinking of when I go back to it (Friday tastings at Astor Place--yum). Sleeping Beauty here, playing with cirrhosis of the liver. (Not funny). But the Japanese Shozu (from Sweet Potatoes) is DO damn good! Also not cheap at $30 bucks a bottle!!!!!!! Oye...one day at a time. I may be having two clients today (JOY)...we shall see... time for a nap... ; ). I really shouldn't b

It seems that after the storm (the slow period) the sun again reappears although it's colder than a witches t**!. Thank you repeat client "B" for yesterday. Such a joy to work on you and to have that trust between us. So many things I fantasize about: best to keep it all about the massage though LOL. You are my client. Period. Also was very happy to receive an inquiry from a potential client visiting from another city. Great body! Hope he sets something up. We aim to please.

and yet I do. Moody Cancer here. Lest I forget--the foundation of it all: I'm GRATEFUL for my HEALTH today! : ).

Again I find myself super aware of my drinking habits and questioning them. And the stories I hear of how others have ruined their lives through too much booze constantly serve as a cautious reminder to me to always monitor my intake. Interesting that I have had my good times with wine (a few bottles of red a week for an unspecified number of weeks and years) when finally a therapist finally pointed out that the wine had become my best friend.  I love the buzz of that first s