or "I worship the highest within myself"

Late-night sessions are available if booked before 10 p.m. Your personal hygiene is greatly appreciated. Due a recent increase in no-shows and last minute cancellations, I respectfully request your commitment to keeping your scheduled appointment. If you book and cancel on the same day you are responsible for half the fee. Sessions may be booked days or weeks in advance for a $50 deposit.

Again today as in the past, a popular subject with my therapist was (and is) the latest rash of no-show clients. Eight in the past week to be exact, give or take. This included clients' oversharing in texts, assuring me they are absolutely going show up--including a few who booked from Rent Massuer who were visiting from other cities (I'm soon to enforcing a strict policy of no bookings more than a day in advance to avoid that). Then there are a number of clients calling on

Hi Gang: Slow, slower and slowest week! I love the "J" holidays (feel the sarcasm herein): even if you're not J it feels like a forced celebration and a tremendous slow down in guys getting rubbed. Of course: it's another damn religious series of holidays!!!!! No time for giving yourself the most human of gifts--massage...this too shall pass. 9/11 was rough this year: 25 years. Is it just me or do things in general seem to be speeding up? One of my core DBT philosophies thro

9-13-26 Just a shout-out to the world. Occasionally on this blog I may complain (or whine) a lot about my clients but when push comes to shove, all in all, I'm very grateful to be a practicing M4M massage therapist all these years and grateful for all the wonderful clients I've worked on and the many almost magical experiences I've had in healing and touching thousands of men (and some women). I've learned so so much from servicing the rich tapestry of humans with my hands an

Here I am. 9-4-26 living the dream. In New York City baby. In the East Village, all in all, not a bad place to be. Challenging time of the year what with 9-11 vibes everywhere...ahhh it was the event that changed everything... I finished my application for ______ Estates. We shall see...Flatbush: damn what an ugly figgin' name: however the rent would be much easier than my almost $1300 I'm currently responsible for! Maybe a benefit would be forcing me to give up doing massag

Blood Moon eclipse Begin 9:23 Gets more intense 10:33 Peaks at 12:12 am (most of moon shrouded) Ends at 3:01 when moon exits out outer edge of earth’s shadow I'm just trying to encapsulate the essence of what I was trying to say about how client's book a massage in my last entry: I think it comes down to this, when you're booking don't be an asshole! Ahh, finally I nailed what I was trying to say! When you book--don't be an asshole. Assholes aren't kind. And assholes tend to

My injured left knee seems to be feeling better: the true test will be getting on the unicycle today, later. I have finished watching/binging on The Sopranos: I think this is my third or fourth time. What a weird ending but basically insanely good writing visiting some really really dark places...Insidious-Into the Further was amazingly scary. No clients all week. Today I had a booking and then he/it/they (some weird bird named "Howie") cancelled: "I was on my way and the v

$40,000,000,000,000 (Trillion) debt: U.S. What concerns me is that Trump isn't paying attention to basics, i.e., we can't win the war because we don't have the weapons and the manpower. Besides that the fool is just so involved in making bad decisions. There is such a lack of astute judgement in our President it boggles the mind. He is there to make profit! That's fine but when you don't pay attention to the very infrastructure of the country--our security, jobs, inflation, e

This is a new incarnation/daily mantra to realign yourself with your true self: The Daily Anchor Practice Morning Alignment: Setting the Boundary Upon waking, before checking notifications or absorbing external inputs, sit comfortably and take three deep, grounding breaths. Speak your decree aloud once with calm, unshakeable certainty: "Anything not a part of my true self will be removed." As you speak these words, visualize a clean, clear space opening up around your mind an

8-11-26 Thanks to God going to Bath House today. Went to Eagle Sunday and danced like a madman...Cunningham playing oldies bringing back memories....the body never forgets. I have a slight obsession with this kid at the gym I want to ask him out on a date. Working on a vacation for September: reconnected with a friend with her own house in Jersey: love her but PLEASE BITCH STOP TALKING ABOUT YOUR FUCKING FAMILY PROBLEMS ALREADY! JEESH! Only had one complete night of sobriety

A nationwide outbreak of Cyclospora cayetanensis (cyclosporiasis) has recently been reported across multiple states. It's passed by eating unclean food. Please wash your vegetable and fruits really well and try to avoid pre-packated lettuce, spinage, etc. unless you are cooking (the spinage). For LGBTQ (men) community: Prevention and Self-Care Avoid sexual contact (especially oral-anal contact) while you have diarrhea, and for at least two weeks after your symptoms have fully

My tipping policy is "According to your income." The average tip is $20-$40 on a $120 incall. This follows for the majority of my clients who are affluent enough (having disposable incomes) to be able to employ me for a massage, maybe once a month. I call these clients "working" or "Upper-middle class." If you are wealthy (own two houses or more or identify as "a part of the 1%") a tip of $100-$200 is appropriate, especially for very challenging work, such as prostate drainag

https://www.documentary.org/feature/ross-mcelwee-discusses-remake-loss-his-son-and-returning-filmmaking-after-more-decade-long In which the film maker discuses and plays with aging, the loss of his son and a Hollywood-style remake of an old documentary by him from years before...quite an amazing media collage/comtemplation on life, aging and death. Can't wait to see this! Of course "Evil Dead-Burn" comes first next Tues after my birthday! : )

This is the copy of BEST NUDE MASSAGE (along with a photo of his tits and ass with the phone in the selfie blocking his face)...from a recent ad I saw float by on the Rentmasseur site ***BEST NUDE MASSAGE IN TOWN*** I am a healer first. If ur just looking for ur routine ****** please do not contact me. Wait, what? I thought "FUCK" was spelled with four letters. Why da biatch usin' SIX? This is a perfect of example of how fucked up most of these boys are on Rentmasseur...cheap

I was not sorry to read about Clive Davis' passing. A few years ago he hired me for an Outcall and the man was one of the cheapest, sleaziest clients I have ever worked on since becoming licensed in 1990 in NYC. Good riddance to bad rubbish. Amen.

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https://www.cbsnews.com/newyork/news/east-village-manhattan-deli-worker-shooting-nypd/ I had my bike repaired today by Jeff on E. 13th not half a block away from the site of the shooting. This is so heartbreaking. This beautiful father (28 y.o.) shoot by a prize "A-hole." Jeff was telling me the shooter was the neighborhood -hole: always picking fights with people and starting shit with everyone--obviously a mentally unhinged individual who refused to look into therapy or med

I'm singing songs about trying not to drink today! Wish me luck. Please don't forget to visit my music site https://saintorr.bandcamp.com/ Music is my other love--besides men, massage, muscle and dance...went to Eagle last night: had a good time. Then did two hours of biking. Long chat with a fellow from Italy, (he's not queer) we were sharing stories of our lives... Just released myself--as extremely horny today...I took a "chill pill" and it only made me more horny LOL. Wat